Surrender to the mystery of life. Surrender is not to relinquish responsibility. Tend to what is yours, release what is God’s. Learn to live in ambiguity.
Dear God, thank you for my family, I have the best. Keep them happy. Don't let anything happen to them. I don't want to be a burden to them. If I can't get well, take me now. I'm ready any time. Make it easy for them.