Man oh man, how that man struggled. It was never ending. Jacob is alone. He settles down to catch some zzzzz's and wakes up to a wrestling match. All through the night, he's grappling with God. He would not give up. Finally Jacob has the most amazing realization.
Certainly I have seen God face to face.
Genesis 32:30
May you be blessed to confront your failures, weaknesses, sins, and all things that hurt you. Because you too, can see the face of God.