It's confusing when you can't determine if the signs are for you to give up, or just a test to see if you can hold on. May you be blessed with confidence in your decision-making and courage to follow through with it. Your spiritual intuition needs to be top of its game. You need to be
able to recognize the signs, sift through them, and know where the answers lie. It’s kind of like those TSA dogs in airports who can sniff out contraband in people’s luggage, amid thousands of sights, smells, and sounds. The security dogs are well-trained and you can be too. God speaks to you in prayer and teaches you in the deeds you do for others. Take His holy training course.