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DROP THE DREAM
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"All
that I was doing, all the ways that I was striving and hustling, were not leading me in the direction of what I wanted."
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By
Hannah BrencherTen years ago (wow, it
feels weird to write that), I attended a conference in North Carolina. I showed up ready to grow and scale my business to new levels.Â
If you'd met me back then, you would have quickly realized I was constantly working. I would have told you it was âhustling.â It was the era when the term âgirl bossâ
came to the forefront, and I latched onto that title as if my entire life depended on it.
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I look back at that season of my life with such fondness. It was a season that I'll never get back, and I am thankful for how I pressed into growth, building, and daring to believe in my capabilities after
spending a lot of time belittling them. However, I can also see things from the rearview mirror that I didn't fully see back then, like how I was resistant to doing or being anything other than my growing career. Like how the career became a shield for meâ a way to stop people from getting in and getting to know me.
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A month before the conference, I had a breakup with a guy who was ready to settle down. That, among other reasons, was why we had to break up.
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I wasn't ready to settle down. The man had curtains, a couch, and a whole mortgage. I had dreams, plane tickets, and a suitcase packed
by the door. He taught me a lot, and I like to think I taught him a lot, but we wanted two different things for our lives, and I had to learn it wasn't my role or responsibility to wedge myself into his plans...read more